Whenever I fall asleep with a bad headache I have disturbing nightmares like this one.

For some reason (in my dream) I can’t remember why, but for some reason I was supposed to “off” both myself and my baby girl.  I know. Disturbing.  Like I said, I’m not entirely sure why I was supposed to do this but I’m gonna blame this twisted plot on too much Stephanie Meyer.  So, in my dream I ordered a bomb that was delivered in the mail, when it came all I had to do was add water and then hit it with a baseball bat to detonate it.  There I was, standing in my kitchen, with the box on the island, I added water, and then something happened.  Either I couldn’t do it or something changed and I didn’t have to.  At this point I was too scared to touch the box for fear it would blow up so I just left it there for Chris to deal with when he got home.  But I forgot to tell him about it it so it stayed there until we went to bed, and then woke up in a panic in the middle of the night because, there was a bomb in the kitchen!  And, like, Eva might wake up and find it.

This is when I woke up for real and had to remind myself that it was just a dream, an awful awful dream.

Any of you dream experts out there want to take a stab at this one?

Actually, I already have a few theories of my own but feel free to add yours.

1. I have an irrational fear that Eva will wake up in the middle of the night and peruse around the house and find something to hurt herself on.

2. Chris will find out about the clothes I ordered online when the box is delivered to our house, and when he sees it he will BLOW up like a bomb.

3. I’ve been watching too much Twilight and New Moon and the suicidile themes are creeping into my dreams.

Number 2 is actually pretty funny because Chris is so not the type to blow up about anything especially not me buying something.

On another note.

Happy Thanksgiving!

On another another note.

It’s black Friday in 4 more hours and I know you think I’m crazy but I’m heading out at midnight this year!  Ahhhh.  I’ll let you know if I’m still alive tomorrow.